The time change has been brutal, just as we are getting use to one time zone we change to another so my body time clock is just bonkers! Plus it was a bummer when you drove through one because you got excited but then the reality that you just lost an hour of driving set in.
So I have been going to bed at my usual time which is around ten of course back east it's 1am. Then getting up at what my body thinks is 11 eastern time is actually 8 pacific...its a drag
But yesterday was a very emotional day, everything was setting in from being in my apartment to missing everyone back home. My furniture came around 1:30 and it was awesome, these two guys moved everything in and put everything away and set everything up. One of the first items the guys brought in was a mop, mop bucket, vacuum and broom... I asked them if the maid was out in the truck, I don't know if he thought I was serious cause it took him a minute before he started laughing.
The pictures are hysterical because I did none of it, this was all done by Men yes that's what I said a Man made my bed, set my table and polished my furniture!
After that I went to Target which in a weird way made me calmer. Just knowing that it is down the street puts me at ease. Then we (me, myself and I) headed the the grocery store which was also right around the corner from the apartment. I won't mention what I spent on the start up groceries but my cart looked ridiculous, to the point where they asked me if I wanted assistance to the car. HAHA.
Last night was a tough one as with out the distraction of the television and not wanting to do my homework the emotions of this whole event boiled over. I am only a week in to this and I all ready have a new found appreciation for my family and friends especially my former co-workers, they are just amazing people and I appreciate all the support and love that they continue to send my way as I need it. I have had multiple individuals who have told me how brave I am for doing something like this and truth of the matter is that I'm not that brave at all. But I just keep telling myself that everyone I love is only a phone call away and that someday I will be able to share this experience with my own children and give them the courage to go off and explore because well you have to do the things that scare you otherwise you will always wish you did.
Love you all, Miss you more
Kasey